I didn't rush to the hospital today, probably because of the household chores and work that have piled up. I figured it would be OK to let Dawn and the boy sleep, so Bella and I waited until 10am to head out. Coincidentally, that's when Toys 'R' Us opens. Bella wanted to pick up a stuffed blue bunny for her little brother. I think she made a good choice.

When we got to the hospital we were stopped by Dawn's doctor. She told us a bit about Dawn's recovery. So far she's not been doing so well. She's battling the magnesium sulfate, which is really hard on the body, and she's had a fever and a possible infection from her surgery. It's crushing to see your better-half in so much pain. I just want her to feel better so she can spend more time with her son. It's never fun to wait for the prize that you've worked so hard for.

Late yesterday, before she started to get worse, Dawn was rolled into the nursery to see the boy. They gave breastfeeding a try but the boy was pretty tired, as expected. The nurses did get some pictures of the two of them together. I couldn't believe it when I saw them. It took an army of nurses, and almost a month, before Dawn and I got to hold Annabella. We both got to hold him right away. I can only hope that Dawn will start getting better so she can hold him more. The boy needs his mom. We all do.

If you'd like to send flowers or a gift, Dawn is at Dominican Hospital in Santa Cruz. The gift shop is open every day and can help. You can also send to our home. Contact me for a mailing address if you need one.

We're off to the hospital again. Peace, love, and babies.

PS. Stay tuned for the boy's name.